cammiikl

I'm trying to sleep but my mind wont find peace,
yet my eyelids are so heavy.
I try not to think, yet you are here with me.
I listen to music so that I can forget yet you keep me awake.
Once I was done I swore to not think about it but I can't forget thee..
Ooh how Im going to miss you but...
now I know you are with better people.

Everytime Im alone I think of you..I believe its my fault,
that I could have done something to prevent..

What if...what if..what if, WHAT IF?

Those thoughts haunt me..
...maybe I could have made a difference...

So I write this, to remember this moment.